Memoirs

Life is going on..

as it used to, but the spark is gone.

I remember things which am not supposed to..

you, your words, is all that is missing

erased out from my life as it never existed before.

try as hard as I can... 

I cant make them disappear

I feel its an inseparable part of me,

engrained in each and every core of my being.

Persuading my memory to move ahead in time and see better things in store 

trying.... I am trying.

Lost in Life

I am standing alone in a path so unknown,
Waiting to realise where I have to move on,
restless and tired of the people's snares...
I am lost in the forest of glares and questions
wanting to find an answer..
Confused , Yes I am..
Mislead not Mistaken
Hear me out, Show me the way,
For I am at No one's Mercy.
I need retribution from my own self,
Need to be pulled out.
Still lost am I???
in this crowd..

its been awhile

i try to forget, but still i remember
i try not to think, but still my mind wanders away..
to those untouched memories
tucked safely in a corner..

how i wish that i could erase those moments
of happiness
which brings tears to my eyes now..
and sadness all around me

how i wish i could stand stll
and let everything pass infront of my eyes

all the things are connected to one single thread
one line of thought
as if life never existed before this...